It started like several years ago, the moment that I realized the importance of change in my life. Well, actually, Im not the person who writes down everything then but now, I'm starting to love writing stuff, of writing anything in my mind.
Resolution,I think is a strong word. It includes commitment and dedication to fulfill.
I'm trying to write down my very own resolution for this year. Funny it seemed because it's almost half of the month-January and yet I still dont have my list yet. But I'm sure there are so many things that I need to change in me.
Not in particular order.
uno
I should focus on heavenly things this year. I wasted a lot of time last year doing selfish things, focus on worldly things. It includes activities that satisfy myself, sacrificing times that should be devoted in enriching my life spiritually. Wasting efforts for things that only last for sometimes. Everything about myself and about the people around me.
dos
I should be more contented on what I have.I know dreaming and hoping for something better is not that bad but maybe wanting something which is not really possible and practical is bad as it consume and steal concentration on things that should matter.
tres
I should start to save penny. I know I spent a lot last year. Actually, I'm not good in budgeting. Though I cant promise that I can make this happen, I mean saving money, I guess somehow, I can start in small amounts every greenday. hehehe It would be hard for sure. Of course, it would include dietting, cost cutting on food, and some stuff which are not really needed.
quatro
I think, I need to have a better job this year. Something which is truly interesting. Something that will make me grow personally, intellectually and something that can mold me as a better person. [meron bang ganon work?]. Well, maybe that exist only in my dreams.
singko
I should try to carefully manage my time. I almost spend all my time at travelling from home to work, from work going back home. Then on weekends, I sleep all day, stay in front of the computer until lunch, until dinner. Nothing is really special everyday. Nothing worth living. Internet internet internet... lage na lang ganun! kakasawa na. Plus the monthly bill! Sus! Minsan I though of disconnecting this fucking connection. Its not worth paying for. The service is bad!
... I'm still thinking of some other things to write pero Im running out of thoughts now. Will continue this next time. Also, Im a little sleepy now so my mind is not functioning rightly.
Goodnight! ^^,
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