How are you?

How are you?

- is the question I always ask to my students. I can say that in many different ways. At dahil everyday kong nitatanong yan, nagsasawa na rin ako at times. Not only in asking the same questions everytime but in what I am doing in general. As you know, my an online teacher ~ which means I teach English on the phone with koreans as my students.

At first, okay nmn talaga ang work. No pressure or anything. The workplace is good and the people are good somehow. Until I came to the point of having a hard time to motivate myself.

There were times when I question myself why should do this and that. I know that nothing is permanent in this world but change pero exagge naman masyado ang changes sa workplace. Rules are being changed every now and then. Kapag nahuli ka sa balita, talo ka. Mga things that should not be given attention eh yun pa ang pinapansin and eventually, nagiging worse.

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Nauumay na ko sa ginagawa kong work. Parang minsan pointless na ang lahat. Ngayon, Im just working to earn money. That's the only reason in my mind. Im not having fun nor enjoying my work. Im asking myself why am I feeling this way ~ I cant really find the answer. Perhaps, its too much already. I mean, the number of students everyday are very very many ~ sabi ng isang student ko. I just to work just to pay my bills on time and to somehow give financial assistance to my family. I cant stop working kasi. Im actually the bread winner in my family and next is my younger sister. We were the only siblings left with living with my parents so I really need a job. Kung di lang dahil sa kanila, I stop working here already.

Actually, I keep on looking for an opportunity to work abroad. That's the only I wanted to happen this year.

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So for now, I just need to work and work. If ever I will find a greater opportunity, Im gonna grab it.

For you out there feeling the same way as I am, dont lose hope or dont be discouraged to try out something new. Kasi who knows, you are meant to do other things. :)


Cheers to everyone!