Back to regular programming!

It's always been my line each time weekend is over..
Back to regular programming..
I don't know but I always feel that weekend is really short time for me.
Though I don't do anything special about weekend but Sunday night makes me feel that ooh... its gonna be monday, im gonna be working again, im gonna be talking for 5 days, im gonna speaking with my korean students, im gonna be seeing people I dont really want to see...
Oh well, im just happy that I have my job. Because I know, its really hard to find a better job nowadays.
Actually, I was really happy to be in this kind of job until I've known the people, the environment, the community where I am working.
I thought its gonna be just my first impression but it was not. It lasted and until now, that's what Im seeing around..
If Im gonna consider those bad things around me, I will quit my job.
But..
I cant think anything right now.
My mind is being clouded by soo many things--- good and bad..
One thing is clear, Tomorrow is Monday and I need to go to work.
I dont want to explain anything to my superior so I have to be on time or better yet, be early as possible.
And you know what, this kind of job that I have was the first job that I encountered in which you will need to write down reason why you came late despite the number minutes that passed by. Even if that is one minute, OMG! prepare yourself for a notice of explanation.
It's one of the company's policies so there should be no further question on it..
Maybe, Im just over reacting about it because in my previous job, its fine to be late.
Sometimes, I thought, who really cares when you came late? Its your salary which will be deducted, its you who will be labeled and its you will be put in to shame when that happens. I dont really care whatever people say about me. Its not their business anymore. They can tell me bad things, they can say shit on me, but they should be careful because once that I came to know that 'trashtalk' they've been saying, its the start of the WAR between me and them.
I was not born to please everybody. I just want people to mind their own lives. If they wont be saying anything good, they might just shut their mouth up.
Im not against anything or anyone. All I want is to live a simple life. No further questions or what.
Life is already complicated. So, why dont we just make it simpler.
Okay.. Okay.. Okay..
So much for this emotional outburst..

What was bad today? I was not able to attend sunday service at our church this morning because of my laziness. Well, I have a flu yesterday and I was thinking of going to the church today but then I got up soo late like 10:30am and my head was like getting bigger because of migraine and I cant breathe so well due to clogged nose.. It was really sad because I know I can but I did not do..
Im not sure what is happening to me but seemed I was in the stage of getting colder.. waaaAAh!! I dont want to think that! I dont want that to happen!!! AAAaaah!! I should not think about that anymore.. erase..erase..erase..

BTW, i just watched the movie "FUNNY PEOPLE" by Adam Sandlers and the movie was really awesome. I've learned a couple of things from that movie and I was able to somehow, relate myself to the story.
It's really hard to make people happy, to make them laugh. It's hard to be stand up comedian like what George and Ira did in the movie especially if you have a serious problem? How can you possibly make other people laugh by your jokes or weird stories if you know to yourself that you are not happy?..
That movie taught how to become strong and how to have courage in facing life's challenges.

So there.. that was it. Nothing special about my weekend this week.
Hoping for a brighter tomorrow. Hoping for more blessings to come.
Hoping for a good luck to happen. Hoping for a new love to find.
Hoping for whatever good life is offering..
Hoping for a better life in the next days..

Peace to Everyone and let's spread the love.
(",)>>>>